RAWR !

If i say that my life has been great lately i'd be lying

Ha it figures i couldn't have a normal life, i don't feel like going into detail so...

oh well

Halloween

It is halloween today, i don't see what the big deal is anymore, its not as creepy or exciting as when i was little, i mean, im sitting here talking about it.

its not like when i was little chasing around my cousin till he was screaming with fear of being caught, that was always hilarous, but now i don't care.

Maybe cause its my grandmother and great grandmothers birthday today, yes, its on halloween, probably the worst trick or treat ever !!! :P

i nearly passed out from trying to draw them something for it, in the end i got a butterfly and a horse, i hate drawing butterflies now, they are way too fiddly.

Also, i may finally be able to put up more deviations on my deviantArt account it is a mircle, hopfully a mircle that will occur today !!!!

So in commemeration im going to put up one last drawing :D :D

This one is a centaur :D:D

http://little-deamon-child.deviantart.com/

Anyways...

Err

OH god!

I have a cold, tis aweful, i feel so bad, my nose and ears area all blockeded, and my eyes itch and i'm dizzy, err, tis horrible. I went to the doctors and i am not going to school tomorrow as well.

According to him i need rest, pfft, i slept till 1230 today, like i need rest...

Anyway...

My self

This is also another drawing I have done, it is another version of my fur self, cause you know i'm secretly a werewolf in disguise, jokes.

This is my deviant art ID at the moment, love my deviantArt account, i don't think i'd survive without it. my friends introduced me to it, but i haven't been able to post artworks lately and its killing me.

This character's name is Mayiaa, she is a wolf-dog, of a special sort. she can change from human to this form at will.

Her distinctive markings are the cheetah tear drop markings on her snout as well as the white muzzle and crows feet like markings on the corners of her eyes.

http://little-deamon-child.deviantart.com/

Anyway...

Don't know what to say...

I have found that lately, for some reason or another, i don't have any idea what to say to people, or how to express my emotions, i've always had a problem with the latter but it seems to be getting worse.

I find myself more distant from my friends, and i don't want to be, i mean they're my friends, and i kinda enjoy their company, but something is making it hard for me again, i need to figure out what it is before its too late.

Also, i thought i'd add one of my drawings, this is of my pack, a weird sort of way of regarding my family. Not blood relatives, of course, not close to them. This is my friend family, just me the one with black fur and the other two. Anyway...

Ha!

I'm in year twelve.

Have been for a week now people say its supposed to be different, but its isn't really, except they treat you more equally, don't talk down to you as much.

I'm planning out my art major, tis so much fun, i'm doing wolves, as a whole.
Kinda playing through the journey of a wolf through life, starting with one as a pup and then from on there to child, adolencent, adult old and death. yeah :D

Anyway, i'm looking for pictures of wolves i can use as a reference while im practicing and that. Despite living in Australia i've felt passionatly about wolves for a long while now, and i don't think that they should be taken off the endangered species list and allowed to be culled again like i've heard they are.

this is wrong. Andd all those people who don't like wolves, just to go along with other, having no legitamate reason, eg. cattle being killed, etc. then you are all hypocrites D:

i think that all animals should be given a chance !!!

http://www.b4hsc.blogspot.com/

anyways enough...

Sleep

why do you need sleep, well there are lots of reasons, living being one of them, but sleeping for 24 hours straight is almost certainly un natural, thats what i've just done and i have a killer headache.

Listening to kate miller heidke is kinda helping though, her music is awsome!!!
:D even if no one else thinks so cause i've always been a weird on. God i'm almost embarressed having to use fake names for me and my friends and family but they deserve moderate privacy without me putting their real names out there. oh wells, "Blaze" is being well himself, the whole silent type thing, but to my surprise he's loosening up a little. not a lot but enough that he's relaxed, he always used to be so tense with everyone, now he is relaxing so am i, i guess when someone else is tense i am, and boy am i ever wound tight, sometimes i just have to let go but sometimes when i am really tense i can jump cause someone right beside me, who i can see does something sudden!!

anyway!!!