Wolf's Rain

If i have never spoken of this before, OMG what was i doing!!! This anime is awesomeness. (Yes i'm in a resonable mood!!!)...

This anime is about a group of wolves trying to reach paradise. This group includes Kiba (Fang), Tsume (Claw), Toboe (Howling), and Hige (Whisker). This unlikly group meet up in Freeze City, all having caught the scent of the flower maiden (Cheza) The key to open paradise. All the while pursued by the evil noble Darcia who is cursed. He goes insane from the loss of his love Harmona.

They wear a illusion to walk with humans however as wolves were said to have gone extinct 200 years previously. For those that don't mind blood violence and sadness it is a good plot. The only fault i can find is that apart from maybe being a little too violent... the series is miserably short at only twenty something episodes. The story is seemingly told from the point of view of the white wolf, the choosen one, the one who with the flower maiden will lead everyone to paradise, Kiba, though in certain episodes it alternates.

Its an excellent show... anyway enough of me ranting on cause i have nothing better to say :D

RAWR !

If i say that my life has been great lately i'd be lying

Ha it figures i couldn't have a normal life, i don't feel like going into detail so...

oh well

Halloween

It is halloween today, i don't see what the big deal is anymore, its not as creepy or exciting as when i was little, i mean, im sitting here talking about it.

its not like when i was little chasing around my cousin till he was screaming with fear of being caught, that was always hilarous, but now i don't care.

Maybe cause its my grandmother and great grandmothers birthday today, yes, its on halloween, probably the worst trick or treat ever !!! :P

i nearly passed out from trying to draw them something for it, in the end i got a butterfly and a horse, i hate drawing butterflies now, they are way too fiddly.

Also, i may finally be able to put up more deviations on my deviantArt account it is a mircle, hopfully a mircle that will occur today !!!!

So in commemeration im going to put up one last drawing :D :D

This one is a centaur :D:D

http://little-deamon-child.deviantart.com/

Anyways...

Err

OH god!

I have a cold, tis aweful, i feel so bad, my nose and ears area all blockeded, and my eyes itch and i'm dizzy, err, tis horrible. I went to the doctors and i am not going to school tomorrow as well.

According to him i need rest, pfft, i slept till 1230 today, like i need rest...

Anyway...

Sometimes...

Sometimes i wish that i hadn't been born, or that i should have killed myself all the times i've had a chance. it would have solved a lot of problems. such as my inablity to be treated nicely by anyone in my family, i got yelled at by my great grandmother, and i hate yelling, so much, its one of the few things i can not stand, and instead of my family being nice, as i cried they made jokes about me, pff, does anyone else have a family like that?

i think its kinda wrong that they do this, meanwhile, i'm still not allowed to use the camera to upload drawings onto deviantart and its driving me slowly nuts!!!

I'm sorta using here as a substitute, sorta, putting up some of my old ones up here too, for example this one. This was a drawing i did with a reference from a book on wolves i have :D

Wolves are the best :D

My self

This is also another drawing I have done, it is another version of my fur self, cause you know i'm secretly a werewolf in disguise, jokes.

This is my deviant art ID at the moment, love my deviantArt account, i don't think i'd survive without it. my friends introduced me to it, but i haven't been able to post artworks lately and its killing me.

This character's name is Mayiaa, she is a wolf-dog, of a special sort. she can change from human to this form at will.

Her distinctive markings are the cheetah tear drop markings on her snout as well as the white muzzle and crows feet like markings on the corners of her eyes.

http://little-deamon-child.deviantart.com/

Anyway...

Don't know what to say...

I have found that lately, for some reason or another, i don't have any idea what to say to people, or how to express my emotions, i've always had a problem with the latter but it seems to be getting worse.

I find myself more distant from my friends, and i don't want to be, i mean they're my friends, and i kinda enjoy their company, but something is making it hard for me again, i need to figure out what it is before its too late.

Also, i thought i'd add one of my drawings, this is of my pack, a weird sort of way of regarding my family. Not blood relatives, of course, not close to them. This is my friend family, just me the one with black fur and the other two. Anyway...

Ha!

I'm in year twelve.

Have been for a week now people say its supposed to be different, but its isn't really, except they treat you more equally, don't talk down to you as much.

I'm planning out my art major, tis so much fun, i'm doing wolves, as a whole.
Kinda playing through the journey of a wolf through life, starting with one as a pup and then from on there to child, adolencent, adult old and death. yeah :D

Anyway, i'm looking for pictures of wolves i can use as a reference while im practicing and that. Despite living in Australia i've felt passionatly about wolves for a long while now, and i don't think that they should be taken off the endangered species list and allowed to be culled again like i've heard they are.

this is wrong. Andd all those people who don't like wolves, just to go along with other, having no legitamate reason, eg. cattle being killed, etc. then you are all hypocrites D:

i think that all animals should be given a chance !!!

http://www.b4hsc.blogspot.com/

anyways enough...

blah

Ah i started the preliminary trials dis week, it has been pretty bad, you dont realise how little you know till they make you do a test on it.

it was almost hell today with the legal studies test, i didn't know how to answer the questions in one part and it was impossible to understand, its like they set them out like that one purpose :S

you cant win them all i suppose, but whether i win any will be another matter entirely :S